I am sticking this to the top in hopes people will see it and want to join ^^ .


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I stuck this to the top in the hopes people will keep seeing and voting for me ^^ . The ones at the top of the list are newer.

http://www.typetees.com/score/1295976/My_Fish_Is_Betta_Than_Your_Fish Show some betta love!
http://www.typetees.com/score/1295981/i_eated_ur_sammich Seemed cuter in the shower than when I really wrote it ^^;
http://www.typetees.com/score/1295986/bes_a_moustache If you actually get this, you are super-amazingly cool!
http://www.typetees.com/score/1295992/And_the_Meek_Shall_Inherit_This_Shirt Biblical funny?
http://www.typetees.com/score/1295998/You_No_Can_See_Me Only cute if worn by adults
http://www.typetees.com/score/1171382/I_Was_You_Were Official t-shirt of the grammar police!
http://www.typetees.com/score/1171388/Hug_a_Homophobe_you_ll_creep_him_the_hell_out Yes, I know there are female homophobes, too, but it works better with guys :-P .
http://www.typetees.com/score/1171407/Never_Say_N_Wait_I_Just_Did Kinda sucks, but I came up with it randomly.

I may add more later, if I think of them.

I got the backhanded "You have a pretty face" thing -_- . Everyone knows "You have a pretty face" really means "You have an ugly body. Now go eat some salad and join a gym, you fat cow!"

I was watching SVU tonight, and they had a group of people on who tried to say pedophilia is a sexuality, like being heterosexual or homosexual. I was offended, to say the least! What happens between two consenting adults is fine, but ruining a child's innocence is a crime! They have a legal age of consent for a reason. Pedophilia is a fetish, and it ranks amongst the more harmful ones, up there with people who have fantasies about rape, torture, and killing. If people wanna act those things out through cyber or in some other non-harmful way with consenting adults, good for them, but there are just some fetishes people really shouldn't try to indulge for real.

And before anyone says it, yes, I know the word "fetish" conjures up creepy vibes. I think most people do have a fetish for something, though, even if a lot of people won't admit it. Many of them are harmless even if someone does act them out for real. It's just the few sick ones that get all the publicity that give the harmless ones a bad name :-P .

Not that there's much to say. *shrugs* I've been feeling depressed and lonely, as usual, so as a result I haven't been very productive. Trying to distract myself from that a bit, I've spent the past couple of nights going on an advertising spree for the RPGs on which I am staff. As sad as it is, there's not much I enjoy doing right now other than those, so I'm not ready to just let them die out quietly, even if most of the other people on them seem to be perfectly fine with that right now -_- . I can't even get excited about Hallowe'en the way I used to, and considering that's the best holiday ever, the fact I'm so blah about it is pretty sad! I need to find some joy in life again, somehow. I'm just not sure where.

Sometimes I feel like my sucky life is a punishment for something. But what could I possibly have ever done to deserve this?

I wish Leesa would either get some decent taste in TV shows or get her own damned TV -_- . Even if I'm not watching the garbage she is, I'm in the same room, I still have to hear it, and it makes me want to vomit.

I like to think of myself as a nice, easygoing person for the most part. I know, not everyone can like you, and I really shouldn't give a shit if people don't. The people who don't, it usually seems to be either that they think I'm too critical (which I am, sorry, of myself and everyone/thing around me), or they find things I say or do offensive or annoying. I think the latter is partly 'cause I can't always predict how something I say or do will affect other people. I dunno if I lack empathy, or just the ability to think before I speak, or what, but I'm always surprised, mortified, and deeply hurt if someone is annoyed or offended by something I say or do. Even if I say I'm sorry and things seem okay, I still feel beat myself up over it for a long time after. I wish there were some magic formula to being universally liked and respected.

Well, I was without computer for two whole weeks because the one I had died (I think it was old age-- she was six years old and kept on much of the time) and the money we thought we had for even a cheap-ass emergency replacement wasn't there after all. The one I eventually had to settle for isn't really any better than what I had-- it's still fairly slow, has a small hard drive, and doesn't do anything with DVDs-- but I can live with it until I scrounge and save for something better. I've spent the last couple of days trying to get as much stuff I need on this one as possible, and I still think I have a lot to do -_- . Tomorrow I really, really need to post on my RP boards, though, since I haven't done it yet. I suck cracks.

Why is it most people seem to see the lives of animals as having so much less value than the lives of humans? I place their lives ont he same level, because I see animals as being just like we are, just with no opposable thumbs and no means to speak to us in our languages. I most certainly believe they have souls just like we do-- anyone who can look into the eyes of an animal and doubt there's something deeper there is just heartless. Honestly, I like animals better than a lot of the humans I've met, and I really don't think of them as "lower life forms" the way most people seem to. I just don't get how anyone who's looked into the eyes of any animal can kill them without remorse. The more I think about this, the more it bothers me.

My Shiny New DA I've been working hard to upload a bunch of art to it, and there's still more to come! So go, look around, comment some stuff, maybe make friends, or whatever ^_^ . Good comments make me feel all squishy inside!

It's not a new story, but someone brought it up on CI, so here it is: http://www.rense.com/general64/prp.htm and a long Youtube interview: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y7Xcn436tyI

Firstly, does he have some mild form of Autism, or Asperger's, or something like that? I didn't watch the whole interview thing 'cause it was OMG SO LONG and I have the attention span of a ferret, but he kinda seemed like it in what I did see. I also noticed that the interviewer kept asking very leading questions, which is a bad idea with children.

Personally, I think he's just a smart kid who's been reading a lot of scientific and New Age material, and as such that's what feeds into his imagination and the stories he tells. I was able to read very young, too, and my childhood was spent poring over books about all manner of supernatural stuff. I remember telling detailed stories about a world of elves that some people believed were true (they weren't-- I made it up for fun). I imagine if they'd gotten me in the newspapers and interviews and stuff, I'd probably have gone along with it and acted like they were true. I wonder if that's maybe what happened in this poor kid's case.

I know I was a huge storyteller as a kid, not just with the elves, but I made up all kinds of stuff about aliens, monsters, etc., and though I did have real ghost experiences, the reality was "boring", so most of the stories I told were made up or embellished. I didn't believe my own stories, but apparently the way I told them made people think I believed them, so I ended up going through a lot of counselling for an alleged inability to tell fantasy from reality (during which time it was "fun" to me to invent stories and fake symptoms just to mess with the shrinks' minds. . . as you can imagine, that didn't end well -_- ). That's something else I worry about that poor kid going through if he's not careful. So if he has been making up the stories, I hope he'll come clean about it before it gets to that point.

I've been trying to make my RPG board successful for like a year and a half now, with no luck. I'm hoping some of you can look it over and try to help diagnose the problem.

My original idea was for a game of Intergalactic Sailor War, which could encompass characters of all types from all over not just the Milky Way, but other galaxies as well. Sounds like a kickass idea, right? I thought so, too, and would still be running it today, except to be successful with that kind of broad focus you need a crapton of people, which I never got.

I rebooted the story with a more narrow focus on the Senshi of only the Asgaard system and a Norse Mythology theme. I would like to get a lot of in-fighting going, kind of a "Senshi Ragnarok" thing. A lot of people seem to really like this theme, but most of the compliments I get are from people who say it's cool but then never join, or join but then never make and play a chara, which doesn't help the site's health much.

I would really rather not have to reboot the site again with another theme, because I like this one and the characters created for it a lot. I especially would rather not do an Earth-based game focusing on Sol Senshi, because nearly every game out there is like that. I thought my niche would be in having something more unusual and interesting, so that would help draw people to play in it. I feel I would lose much more in integrity than anything I might gain in members by conforming to the usual type of game, you know? Hopefully I can get some ideas of what I'm doing wrong so I can make it better and make the site the kind of success I want it to be.

I hear URLs help with these requests, so here's mine: Asgaardian Senshi. Thank you in advance for whatever help you may be.

Insomnia sucks cracks.  I was so tired when I went to bed last night I could hardly keep from falling asleep on my keyboard, but I think I only got an hour or two of sleep, off and on, in the whole five hours or so I was lying there.  Finally I just got up and watched a DVD.  After that, I tried to nap, but got no sleep at all, so I got back up and did some more stuff.  I tried again to nap after that, but only got another hour or two off and on out of the three hours or so I was lying there.  My brain is foggy right now, and my body feels heavy and hard to move, but I'll try to stay up at least until a decent bed time.  Hopefully I'll actually be able to get a little sleep then, though the way things are going I don't think I can count on it :-( .

It's been a while since I made any plushies.  Nobody has asked me to make them, and I haven't made any for myself in quite some time, either.  I need new plushie projects!  Probably ebil ones, since ebil peoples are so extra-adorable plushiefied (as anyone who saw my Gala-plushie can attest!).  Maybe I'll make another Gala-plushie, now that I actually have orange felt to do a better gradient in her hair.  Maybe I'll use some of the orange felt to make a Regno plushie, too, even though I think orange may not quite be red enough for her hair. . . and primary red would be too red. . . and I'm not inclined to dye any felt at the moment.  *wonders how much she will mind if I just make it orange*  She'll probably yell at me.  She always yells at me ^^;;; .  Ah well, you can please some of the people some of the time, but you can't please ebil dictator people at all!  . . . Or something like that.

I took some new ones today.  Sorry they're such crap, but I took a ton of them and none of them were very good, so I finally just picked the best of the crap and threw them up there.  http://s22.photobucket.com/albums/b302/naia_zifu/

When my hair has gotten long enough to make a little ponytail, you know I've gotten waaaaaaay to lazy about it.  *disgusted with self*  I'm definitely gonna have to do something about it over the weekend.

This is gonna be some long shit, so I'm just gonna go ahead and cut now.

( Can you believe he kisses his mother with that mouth? )